June 30

ironically, today i felt very pretty, conceited as it sounds.
i woke up around one, even though i went to bed pretty early,
and took my time getting ready, ya know, straightening my hair and shit.
i talked to martin about things that needed to be discussed, which felt like i had a load lifted off of my chest,
thennnn my daddy and i had to drop the movie back off at red box.
i've driven so much since i've been down here omg.
I drove, literally, for two hours straight,
specifically between gulf shores and perdido and back again.
we went to a FUCKING FANTASTIC italian place called papa roco's,
which i thinkk savannah may have mentioned to me,
and it was delicious omg.

June 29

idk what i was doing in that picture, but today was my ugly day.
i drove to winn dixie, feeling really ugly and sweaty because i didn't get to shower and put on make up,
got a movie from red box, too~
then my dad and I watched harry potter,
and i cried in it.
then i thought about stuff and upset myself, and cried.
then allison texted me because she saw my blogpost and wanted to say hi,
which made me feel better. a lot better, actually.
i guess you never really know who is going to care, right?
then i looked in the mirror and felt ugly,
and then stephen talked to me and i felt better.
the end. c:

June 28

Today was my lazy day~ I woke up at one, watched a pokemon movie, and used the computer.
I talked to hot stephen today. mmmm. we discussed my trip to LA and his showing me around.
I talked to Fuji again, too, which surprised me. He almost found himself a girlfriend, but he said she was boring~
AND HE ALMOST WENT TO UNIVERSITY OF ALABAMA TO TOUR UGH.
but instead he went to texas.
fuck you fufu.
But, we decided that he, victoria, and I need to have our everyday skype dates again, which I'm really looking forward to.
I miss both of them alot.
Finally, a huge ass storm blew threw and I think it put out the wildfire.
or made it worse.
But damn, the wind was so strong that it almost made me fall over.

I miss everyone back home a lot.
I want to make more attractive male (asian) friends other than Stephen, Justin, and Fuji.
I'm loosing weight.
thank god.
And I will be pretty by the end of this summer.

June 27

I hung out with Savannah, we went to see Kung Fu Panda originally.

Instead we saw Bad Teacher~

and I must say, Cameron Diaz has had quite a bit of plastic surgery.

We talked about a lot, and I can feel myself growing to trust her.

I'm vv glad we chilled~

June 26

^awkward head tilt.

So today I didn't really do much~ Cameron and his Dad left, thank god. No offense, but that kid was pretty annoying. I don't know what it was about him, he just was. However, I was asleep when they left. Technically, though, I started my day watching We Got Married cuts (khuntoria~) and went to bed around three. But that's okay, because the two of them(nickhun and victoria) were precious together. I want to date someone like him. He opened the car door for her, bought her gifts, called her princess, made her a diary(in chinese, even though he's thai) that day he came back from thailand for her to study for her driver's test with, went to take it with her, and took her to see a drive through movie in a go cart. kdjhnskrhksfjh. so cute. I mean, look at him;

Yup, even though I more or less got hurt recently by a guy(indirectly,) I think I'll wait it out for someone like this;
handsome, a gentleman, considerate, ambitious, thoughtful, stylish, has a good body, smart, and funny.
I know I have high standards, idgaf. I don't lower them.

Anyway, I ran errands with my Dad and drove for like two hours, bought a Zelda game (twilight princess,) and came home with my new DVD. It has four pokemon movies on it. I've watched three, and I cried like a baby in the first one (pokemon 4ever) when celebi died.

I got that DVD for ten dollars. So worth it.

I've been eating once or twice a day. Yesterday I ate chilli cheese fries, half of a salad, and some gelato. Today I had a happy meal and a little bit of a calzone. Idk mayne, I just don't get hungry often anymore. Which is good, considering I'm trying to loose weight.

I called my mommy yesterday, too. I miss her.
I miss my siblings.
But overall, I am much better than I was.

I needed this down time today~